Closing Book On Queen Muse

You were the illuminating sun bright in my life
But to you I was the moon reflecting your beauty
Separated by the Earth populated by your boyfriends
Even as I orbited around you when you relocated
To your tropical isle while I stayed in this winter city
But I want to thank you for the best three years
I've spent since the days I would weekly fall in love
And there is no logic to whom the heart dedicates itself
Though I will always remember the exuberance and joy
Of your personality to which I am always devoted
Even as we part from one another and go our unique ways
As I face a deeper solitude than I have ever known
Calling upon my faith in the Lord to send me a mate
To make me complete in manner I thought you might
Were not the many distances between us so overwhelming
We were bound never to be lovers despite the affection
We shared being blissful in each other's presence.

Love You But Lost You

Passion does not necessarily end
When a relationship does even if
It is just a friendship but I am
Tired of carrying an unrequited
Heart on my sleeve and I am just
A cuckold for we will never have
An intimate affair so maybe it's
Time we say farewell and keep joy
We've given each other in unique
Place because although I have an
Incredible threshold for emotion
And pain I refuse to be the fool
Who shall not admit the dead end
To which we are destined as true
Reality kicks in and I find love
Is an illusion of my warped brain
Lost to lust which cannot create
The perfection of an amour while
We are separated from each other
By the impossibility of distance
Of your desire for someone else.